im so happy to hear my crews really enjoyed themselves during the crew outing.

they describe as 'the most fun outing' they ever had.

so my headaches hardwork and sleepless night to organise this outing is worth.

i really worry n tot it wont be a success one.

but ended up its the other way round.

actually i oso need to thank all my crews in supporting me and be so supportive in the games tat i planned for them.

i really hope i will have the chance to organise it again and again for them.

but how many more can i do it?

how long will i be staying at marina?

now..

i really dont feel like transferring out le.

i think its quite difficult to have such crews like them.

im so lucky to be at marina.

(:

i may sound like quite success at work.

but how success can i be at other parts of my life?

today he chose to go out with his brother aft his camp.

so i got nowhere to go aft work.

i decided to stay at work to finish up my stuffs.

work is just endless for me.

but he is angry with me for staying at work aft my working time to finish up my stuffs.

am i in the wrong?

perhaps.

but i dunno.

or he just dont understand tat work is forever endless.

hais.

does guys want girls to make the first move?

y guys cant do it?

i dont understand.

hais.

i just hate to quarrell.

i really hate when he is angry.

his words are so damn hurting.

and made me so afraid to lose him.

hais.

i just feel like crying.

let me be ba...

my first crew outing at marina is over.

i was appointed to organise the outing.

u noe how stress was it?

i booked the chalet.

i called fro food catering.

i need to contact transport thru and fro.

need to organise games and activities fro my crews so tat they wont feel boring.

they wont feel regretted going.

and when the day had finally ended.

tirta told me 'this is the most fun crew outing i ever had'

i was so happy.

i achieved my motive.

it was oso my most fun crew outing too.

though it was not a easy job to contact the chalet

contact the food.

contact the transport.

contact the crews.

contact the managers.

i tot there wont be alot of ppl going.

so i was kind of reluctant.

but just 2days b4 the outing.

i decided to msg all my crews and 'pysco' them to go.

initially i tot less den 50% of crews will attend.

but ended up.

abt 60% of them turned up.

im satisfied le.

hmm.

though my first game was kind of unsuccessfull.

but i can see tat most of them enjoyed the next 2 games i planned for them.

phew~

hee.

the other program is at the sea.

well.

i was thrown into the sea without realising.

its expected already.

so i plan to sabo ppl too.

haffis overheard my 'sabo plan'

he say im cheap.

lols!!

=DD

well anyway.

tot haffis wont enjoy with us.

he still can get along well with us tat day.

hmm.

i saw him so hao lian on the first day i saw him at marina.

abt half a mth liao.

he becoming better already.

its good lah.

work peacefully happily together.

(:

I LOVE CREW OUTING 2008!!!

hmm.

i have not been meeting my dear for 1week le.

miss him wor.

):

hmm.

long long time nv blog le.

well.

lots of things happened.

im so stress until.

at a certain point of time.

i just feel like giving up everything.

including him.

but im noe tat im stupid to think of tat.

im just so tired once again.

mentally tired.

just dont wana do and think anything.

simply i wana take a rest.

i hate to plan things ahead.

i just dunno y the things tat i plan always cant success de.

so fed up de lor.

hais.

watever it is.

over le.

forget it.

today is nan's last day.

quite sad lor.

she has been like my 3rd mother for the past 8mths.

ever since i transferred to marina.

she taught me so much things.

ya she really nagged alot.

but we still having fun while working.

now she gonna transferred out.

no more mum.

no more her naggings.

somehow will miss it.

but most impt is.

we all will miss her much!!

26th may is my first crew outing at marina.

tirta and me organise it.

hope everything goes on smoothly.

i wana enjoy it!!

hee.

=DD